I find and see hearts 💕🥰everywhere. Sometimes at my lowest point. I realized that many of the trees and plants I love have heart shaped leaves. Flowers have heart shaped petals. Many rocks and shells end up on the shoreline shaped like hearts; waiting for a heart seeking soul like mine to see each one I find as a special gift. Hearts give me hope. They lift my spirits. There are heart shaped clouds every single day. God must love hearts as much as I do. He created mine. A heart that has been broken so many times; and shattered this past year. I have found hearts with holes in them; yet they remain whole. It seems at my lowest points, U am reminded that my heart is good and I need to care for it, guard it and love it….like the flowers I care for. Love does conquer the greatest disappointments. Self love and the love we give away is never wasted. These are gifts. I refuse to become hateful or bitter. I wasn’t created to be evil. I am protecting my heart from the evil selfish acts of my daughter’s father and his wife. They almost succeeded in breaking my heart beyond repair when they intentionally alienated and blocked my daughters from my life. They are both attorneys. She specializes in step-parent adoption. Her law firm represented him and I have a book I will write. Meanwhile, they blocked me from talking about it on Facebook, Instagram or to my daughters. This morning I sent an “I Love You” message to my twins. One of them has blocked me again. I began to cry and then found the most perfect, smallest heart I have ever seen. My faith has kept me seeking a purpose, having hope and I know in my heart that God’s angels are bigger that the evil of greed and abuse.
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