Still Broken

My story is growing old,

my story has been told;

I am tired. I am worn,

my soul's bruised and it is torn

I am weary.

I look to the sun most every day

searching for courage to find my way

not just making or existing

but happy too.

longing for sun  and to go elsewhere,

make me strong, please  hide my fear

I am so weary.

One of these days I'll say good bye,

maybe I'll hope, perhaps I'll cry;

but I will know deep in my heart'

there's a better end;

than I had a start.

I'm always hoping for some more,

The truth is found so far from shore.

I keep seeking,

look some more...still it's not there.

I'm always hoping.

I've been broken to the core.

loving you much,

wanting so much more.

knowing you can't love me back,

even if you wanted....

fixing your soul is my desire,

healing your heart,

       fixing your  mind,

             erasing your pain.

fixing you, would fix me too.

my path always leads me back  to you.

when you are finished,  I'll be through

my whole life,

I've always loved you.

So please take care of you my dear,

I so dearly wish you were near,

you can comfort all my fear.

but still you're broken.

and I,

i am

broken

too.

daisy girl 77 rzm

(date written....unsure)