Angels Up Above

I sat in the sand one night and searched the stars above,
I asked my guardian angels, to send me a forever love.

I requested that they send a sign, so I would surely know,
when to let down the careful guard I had, so my love for you could show.

You opened up this heart of mine, with a name I recognized,
a trusting name from up above, a strong and loving guide.

I ventured out to meet you and began to know you more,
your words were captivating and my soul began to soar.

We talked today for hours and I liked all that I heard,
you shared the gift of honesty, you couldn't have offered more.

Then came the gift of music, only angels from above,
knew my hope to have this gift, for music my soul does love.

your kisses linger on my lips, your arms that held me tight,
my heart is dancing in your arms, as I go to sleep tonight.

my dreams will be about you. strong arms that lift me up
and carry me to tomorrow, seeking hope and joy and love.

I long to get to know you and have you for a friend
I dream of your arms around my back, pulling me close again.

Anticipating every hope, every dream I've ever had.
I trust my guardian angels and my hearts no longer sad.

Eagerly I anticipate, the nearness of your touch.
your strong arms carrying me away; I crave your touch so much.

Peacefully, I will rest tonight, while sending thanks above,
to the guardian angels that crossed our paths, perhaps sending you, for me to love.

I will dance wrapped in your arms, you will lead me home
to the places I  have dreamed of, my heart, my soul, my own.

I look up to the sky and see
my guardian angels taking care of me.

Angel Man

                          Angel Man

 Like the comforting whisper of the wind, you subtly blew into my life,

 kind words and gentle touch erasing; scars created from years of strife.

The hope and promise that you brought, filled my heart with song. 

My soul had been waiting for you, for so very long.


Without knowing or expecting much, we seemed to connect;

minutes turned to hours, and time went by too quick.

You took my hand and gently, with kindness, care and grace,

kissed me, held me, desired me, passion evident in your face.


Memories of places my soul yearned for, reawakened with your touch.

my woman's soul was needy, responding to your man's lust, oh so greedy.

Giving, getting, wanting more; both of us so spent.

I have no doubt my time with you, had to be heaven sent.


This small town girl will never regret, 

the passion that we shared;

for your gentle touch healed me,

and your light made me quickly forget.


To be so close and vulnerable, 

in this brazen brand new light;

you were so different  from all I'd known,

yet you felt so very right.


So much more loving, than anything I'd known...

the gentle rain playing a song of our own.

Lulled into a peaceful slumber, comforted by your snore.

Every time I think of  you, all I want is more.


To awaken to your passion and touch again,

the desire I feel for you cannot be a sin.

My lips instinctively seek your kiss each time,

my body craves your touch. I want you to be mine,


I will try to do it right and learn from my mistakes,

not to give my heart away; but let love define it's shape.

So, in spite of the fact that I could love you madly,

in spite of desire and wanting you badly,


I'll hope and I'll pray that this time I'm right

and the connection we shared will one day shine bright.

In giving you back the time that you need,

I'm paving a path with good loving seed.



May your eyes and heart stay open,

your memory of me burn bright.

A heart up in the heavens, 

lets me know, meeting you was right.


If its not you, then I can only plead,

that someone with your magic 

will come and claim my soul,

proof of love from up above, that is all I need. 

You secured my insecurity, with your gentle soul.

You spoke words my heart so needed and

I'd forgotten how to feel.

Your kindness was a love note, that truly helped me heal.


My words to you were honest, as your kiss upon my lips.

My truly unforgettable, forever angel man....

You cradled me to strong again, 

your passion helped me stand. 

                                                   

daisygirl77                                                   
2016

Broken Songbird

Locked inside this home,
filled with mold and lack of care
my lungs are my wings;
and my wings they have no air.

I grasp onto a thread of hope
I've managed to restore,
but in my restless sleep
my hope has slipped away once more.

I am a bird, trapped in a cage.
I've fallen to the floor.
Drowning in the river of my tears,
my wings can fly no more.

Hearing the last small sound emitted,
from my tattered broken core,
my angels send a gentle hand,
to lift me up and help me stand.

How did she know I was broken,
lying hopeless on the floor.
How did she know I had lost my will
and I could no longer soar?

With the insight of a God I can't reach,
she has the wind I need,
and on the wings of laughter and friendship,
I begin to breath.

The nighttime pillow of despair,
waits for me to sleep,
and smothers me with its familiar scent ,
slowly crushing out my air.

Awakened again, I lay motionless,
on the floor of this cage I have known,
the cage of depression, of sorrow,
my familiar home.

I am but a songbird, and the air of music I need
music gently heals my soul
without the song I'm singing,
I'll simply cease to breath.

This cage will not contain me,
I've found my strength once more.
slowly I am climbing out,
to find space where my soul can soar.

I was a broken songbird,
and thought I would sing no more.
my guardian angels rescued me
and helped me fly once more.

Angels are Listening to Me

The beach claims my restless spirit,

Night after endless night.

I look to the sky and ask

For my angels to heal my plight.

I ask for a sign, one I can clearly see.

I need to know my angels, are listening to me.

Yet,the answer that I'm given,

although simple, causes me to flee.

In trusting I will find 

The gentle soul I've waited for,

I look back to the answer,

They had given once before.

A name I've known and trusted,

since the day that I was born;

a soul my heart has yearned for,

one who offers so much more.

With doubt, I almost missed him,

Yet in faith, I sought him out.

He was longing for me too...

All along my angels knew.

         Paul

You are the best of all I've loved,

and then again, much more.

You climbed through the window of my heart 

and opened up the door.

Your gentle touch awakened in me,

intrinsic responses, known to you alone.

Strong hands moved me and caressed me,

possessed my being, grew my woman's soul.

Together, we became a masterpiece, 

created out of love, 

Our forever was my finally... how my storybook should end.

you became my soul's companion...never travelin' alone again.

My body is an instrument,
you so gently play.

a love masterpiece written with your touch

and grows more beautiful each day.

You are my soul's companion,

my forever life long friend,

The songs you write upon my heart, 

you continue to play, again and again.

your love for me keeps drawing me in.

your arms, they hold me tight,

loving me, caressing me,

night after tender night.

Too mesmerized by the music we create...

I didn't open up my eyes until it was too late.

Relationships from your past, also claim your soul

Women you don't truly love, but still you won't let go.

not able to share you, like I've had to from the start

your unspoken truths surface and slowly break my heart...

Needing you to be, the the sole musician of my soul.

Wanting to be your forever love, in mind, body, and soul.

For you are still playing songs, you've written long before.

friendships with old lovers, so many verses, so much more.

songs you shouldn't need to play,

music I am told to accept or you will walk away.

My pain doesn't touch you, 
it's so easily dismissed. 

Your time is spent seeking, 
what are you searching for?

i don't want your heart to hurt; 
but mine is breaking more,

i shouldn't have to share you
with a life you lived before.

you know that you are hurting me, 

but what you want means more.

we can't write our masterpiece, 
with one foot out the door...

From the very beginning, 

you've guarded hearts of others, more than mine.

This choice was already made by you 

long before my time.

I am truly thankful for the song,

you wrote upon my soul; 

tender notes and promises
of a love that would only grow...

I am so in love with you...

but my heart's broken to the core'

there should have never been a fight

if you had loved me more. 

your answer has always been there

a truth i didn't want to see,

I can't share you with another love..  

but, mine alone, you'll never be.

reneta rae
 
12-2018

Red Flag Warning

RED FLAG WARNING


Loving you,                                          
is like swimming,

with a red flag warning.


knowing all the risks, 

warnings all about.

Still, I walk in on my own,

feeling fear that's never shown.


Wanting for my love to calm your storm,

my peace to soothe your rage, 

and bring us safely back to shore.


rage buried deep within the waves.

hidden to everyone, but me.

no one understands why there's a red flag warning.


Your outer calm erases my doubt,

I've walked too far in; now I can't get out,

I see your red flag rage as I go under.


I am drowning in the sea,

of your tumultuous love for me.

No one safe at shore, can see me sinking. 


No one safe at shore, is even thinking

there's a red flag warning.


I am sinking,

I am drowning in the sea

of your tumultuous love for me.


no one safe at shore can hear me shout,

no one safe at shore can pull me out.

your undertow of rage has pulled me under.

No one safe at shore can see me sinking,

No one safe at shore is even thinking,

there's a red flag warning. 


daisygirl77